this is too hard, rage pain so sad, so many tears, i thought I cried a lot before, everything is wounding me scabs have no time to form everywhere i turn is pain, someone else's mine i don't know where mine comes from it just hurts raw, raw can't take too much more don
t want to go home just want to pick fights don't want to hurt anyone else don't want anyone else to hurt cause i just hurt more i feel like some sort of pain barometer, i register it around me i can't defend myself i can't stop it
no words
salt
water
core feelings akin to species provenance
salt
water
born in it drowning in it
i'm just water flowing pushed around hiding in the low spaces stepped in stepped on frozen
i'm just water
i want to boil myself all away
winter to spring
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this winter has been so gloriously mild. lots of greens and browns on the
landscape rather than white. when it has snowed, it's been a flaky snowfall
that...
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This is so beautifully written and so sad. " I want to boil myself all away." yes I feel that way too beautifully put. I am thinking about you Kelly. Neither of us are alone <3
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