sleep, sort of, woke up laying in bed awake, have an appt to see GP for referral to psych and I guess new meds, it's clear I need something. I just don't know what's out there that maybe could work with no side effects, but I'm thinking that's impossible . If I introduce a foreign substance into my system I can expect my system t odo weird shit in response.
Thinking about suicide thinking I couldn't beat the hurt I would cause, so I just feel more trapped.
I just want to feel better.
Like anyone who is ill.
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