trying medical marijuana again, so far a tiny buzz and frequent BMS, yeehaw.
Going to try acupuncture again.
No joy, just despair. Exhaustion of body and spirit. Although, let's do away with the dualisms, it's all one entity= me. Components of a person, all in disarray, so very lost, despair . Broken record.
Keep thinking I need to add something new to these observations, yet there is nothing new, there remains the steady erosion of strength, every kind there is, dwindling, rusting, failing. Hey hey, my my.
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