i feel shitty
my memory is untrustworthy and I just finished arguing with someone I love about something I thought I was 100% right about - nope, wasn't, not even close.
Now recriminations and this sick feeling - once again I have hurt another person and I just keep doing it.
Trying to grow, not recede. A human hairline.
Trying to have faith that kindness and love will eventually win out. Wishing I was more of both.
Yet here I am, making things, trying.
Let us all try.
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