does anyone else wander around feeling like a complete alien? I just walked through a very crowded campground full of parents and children and pets and singing and laughing and other camping/regular human activities.
I don't feel like I belong anywhere. Even my recent family related travel extravaganza went extravagantly bad.
there was an open mike at the camp ground with this kind of country fiddle, etc band but I knew if I had tried to sing I would have just cried. So many things hurt, and it's so bewildering
I want to fit in and I am terrified of being close.
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