well I guess at least I was able to vent. FUCK
I just lost about 500 wds of straight stream of consciousness writing and entire fucking post.
i hate remembrance day. I've been unhinged all day. Lost adrift, no sleep, waiting for the day to be over.
staying away from FB and the platitudes.
Despise people in government, despair for the state of the world
so many homeless veterans, so many in poverty giving up, making the decision to take their own power back in the only way they have left.
all the words are spewed out
I guess the purpose served.