Long time no blog.
Too much interior fuckery. Self-fulfilling prophecies. I don't do anything, I feel inadequate, I don't do anything.
My own brain is just not wanting me around. All it wants to do is keep sending me evidence of my badness.
I'm not interested in much. I feel like I'm pretending to be human. But I don't know the rules. I am lost in fog of my own design.
What an ongoing waste of Air and water and space.im just wrong.
winter to spring
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this winter has been so gloriously mild. lots of greens and browns on the
landscape rather than white. when it has snowed, it's been a flaky snowfall
that...
4 weeks ago