my mood is plummeting, I don't know why, I've been for 2 walks today, lots of those much lauded negative ions about crashing against the shore, found some beach treasure, alas, no avail. I am considering whether yesterday morning's uber high has demanded payback and the sub-axis dip is merely restoring balance.
just plodding along, not accomplishing much, lots of ideas with none of that all important transition to action. Or perhaps it's more of a mutation at this point, so irregular, unseemly even, not my most recent usual.
I have to say it was a very big high. Large. Writ large, even, with possibility. So much so that mistakenly ascribed said situation all manner of redemptive attributes.
So it is said.
On another note, George Takei is a pretty funny guy.
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